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Saturday, August 11th, 2007
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11:49 am
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bicycling the pacific coast by myself in the utmost unserious/professional way possible was amazing. it took me 17 days from portland to santa cruz and i was biking straight for 4-5 hours a day. i biked in a dress and crummy shoes and listened to my tapes while i rode. i feel so powerful
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| Saturday, January 6th, 2007
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9:34 pm
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I think this is the happiest i've ever been.
I'm just getting over serious posion oak all over my face from building debris selters in the forest last week.
my face looked like a balloon or someone beat me up real bad, i didn't look like myself
poison oak is pretty bad
i'm watercoloring a redwood forests and i'm completely in love with kc
i'm going up to portland next week, kc's train-hopping with caspian and saph and i might be taking a greyhound, to the old time festival. i'm so set for the weather and i'm so happy we've all got no place to stay.
santa cruz and kc have really opened my eyes so much
i still have yet to keep good girlfriends out here but kc is incredible and more than i could ever ask for in a friend
current music: calvin johnson/ the chantels - look in my eyes
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| Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
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12:05 pm
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this drawing is really good
ps i'm still alive
and trying my hardest not to seem like i'm ignoring everyone
i'm just really bad at communicating
current mood: disease master
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| Monday, October 23rd, 2006
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3:28 pm
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my leg is better
than i lost my voice
it was really weird for awhile
life drawing is pretty sick
using dustin's manual camera is also sick
kc is now in raum and their practice yesterday was so nice in the park
they were singing so loud
i'm going to be a ghost for halloween
i hope everyone still likes me, i'm terrible at "catching up" and getting a hold of.
i live at kc's and i'm having the time of my life
i finally got a stove for my top half, clarice is gone
i havent spoken to her since
 
when my leg when it was fucked up & kc
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| Thursday, August 31st, 2006
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2:37 pm - summer's over
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i think i'm falling apart
i think i have poison oak all over my legs and so does kc and jt
the pharmacy freaks me out, i think i'm allergic to everything
little ghostthings practice today is going to be very nice
here are some photographs
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| Friday, August 11th, 2006
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4:30 pm
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| Friday, August 4th, 2006
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5:50 pm
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| Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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4:25 pm
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Right now, i'm in kc's house and he is not.
I'm watching youtube.com videos and playing chips challenge
i wish i could surprise kc when he comes back from his piano lesson
i think my parents hate me, i'm not even sure what i'm suppose to be doing
but i'm having a really nice time
we looked through the gault elementary school recycling bins yesterday and found old children's drawings and sat in this really nice tree
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| Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
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1:03 pm
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| Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
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2:26 pm
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i'm leaving new jersey and going to brooklyn tonight
i had a really great time here because i got a chance to see a lot of people that I still care about. But there were some people I didn't get a chance to spend time with but this won't be the last time I visit. These two weeks went both very fast and very slow. I'm really excited to get back to santa cruz though.
ah! I can't wait to see casey again, I think i'm the luckiest girl. plus I was able to move to a new house on cayuga st. with amelia and holly while I was here which is really weird. I hope I have atleast a window in my new room. Ian is coming back soon and I wonder how his summer is going. It's sad to say that I kind of want to go back to work and I have to register for fall classes, asap.
but I'm going to miss everyone, it was really nice getting back into the swing of things around with my friends. I'm going to miss stina's house and her family the most. I'm really thankful for all my friends that i still have here.
I'll have some pictures up when i get home.
farewell
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| Thursday, July 13th, 2006
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9:25 pm
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i have a crush on a 10 foot boy
we drove passed this boy and this girl laying in their front lawn and they were pointing to the sky, i think i really missed the green grass in new jersey.
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| Sunday, July 9th, 2006
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10:57 pm
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i'm back in my second home, stina's house, I'm staying in the attic and seeing a lot of old friends. It's really nice being back in this house, I've been hanging out here since the fourth grade. I missed her family and her family dinners.
Yeah dude seeing everyone again is really weird, I'm trying to get back in the swing of things around here. I forgot how much people eat around here, mainly out of boredom. I'm so use to eating crumbs off my empty kitchen counter. I feel like I've already done everything i wanted to do in these past days. Plus I forgot how much people spend money, I barely spent any of mine that from beckmann's.
Upholstery had a show in brooklyn on friday and we were all really worried about it. But it was in a sweaty basement with one fan and it was the best show we've played so far. This one kid actually video taped our set, maybe it'll show up on the internet sometime. I'm taking photographs of people i care about, i'll put them up when i get home
I miss casey so much, when he went on vacation to La Jolla a week ago, I didnt know going on. I just watched a lot television and slept a lot. I want to go home and smoke gold n' milds with him and hold his hand.
I hope dustin, molly and ian are having a good summer too.
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| Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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9:39 pm
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so everything is looking really nice for once
++++i've always kind of dreamed about last friday night/morning, IT WAS SO COOL AND DUDE I'M BUYING MY PLANE TICKETS TO NEW JERSEY RIGHT NOW!!!it's hard to think about booking a returning flight, but i shouldn't even think about that.
+i'm in love with this with this old fisherman, his name is will, he comes into beckmann's and gets an oatmeal applesauce muffin and i get to make him french toast in the back. today i saw him riding his bike on my way home and he got really excited and tipped his hat to me. plus he always has dirty hands, they're really nice. i really want to take pictures of the really cool regulars with a nice camera, but i dont have one or know anything about taking good photos.
maybe that should be one of my summer goals.
+it feels like summer already but i've got a book&paper to read/write in a day. this is going to be really funny.
+i just want to sit on my stoop all day
La souris m'a souri
Ah, mes amis, quel choc !
C'était sur la plage
Elle dansait le hula hoop
J'ai voulu l'embrasser
Je me suis cassé le nez
"Touche pas bébé !"
ps. bianca, i love you, hopefully i'll see you before you fly over the atlantic.
current music: hi de ho de ho
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| Sunday, March 26th, 2006
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8:27 pm - i'm really good at messing everything up
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i'm really due for a change in pretty much every aspect of my life because whatever I'm doing now, isn't working and not making me happy.
i'm been realizing i'm missing some of things/feelings/relationships/moments from a normal type of life, i know i'm suppose to be having. and i'm to blame because i really know how to make my life totally weird.
also, soulseek and everyone i work with is really amazing.
i have a crush on a boy but it wouldn't work at all even though i wish it would. i dont even know how to go about it anymore.
i have five tattoo drawings that i really need to get and a piercing that needs to happen.
i'm not even sure i get you anymore, even though you're completely amazing.
i want to climb trees with my closest friends and listen to cassette tapes up there.
current music: the shirelles- look a here
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| Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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9:27 pm
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I've made this realization today
offically being twenty years old, so far, have been the most boring year of my life.
my birthday party
current music: THE FUGEES
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| Monday, March 6th, 2006
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1:30 am
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dude little ghostthings recorded in an empty historical cowboy cottage at wilder ranch on dustin's laptop. it was so amazing, we didnt even get caught!!! i love everyone so much. for once, i have so much history work to do, there's flash flood warnings, and my mom said she'd get me a light box for a gift. yesss. everything's really great
current music: patsy cline - crazy
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| Thursday, February 9th, 2006
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4:57 pm
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please dont forget about me, i think everyone is, it's been six months.
it's been so hot out and google satellite maps are depressing.
x and the fugue&joesoms&conrad are coming in two weeks to sf, i'm really trying to go to both.
i work fridays to mondays and finally found a class that i'm really in love with.
i'm not in love with filling out college loan forms, trying to write a song without any instruments, never making flyers anymore, smoking & doing it by myself and dream boys.
i'm in love with watercoloring legs in high heels, making weekly calendars of my schedule, getting to know the couple that own the vintage thrift store on Portola, how my dad listens to the same coldplay song all week, chicken potstickers, the man that comes into the bakery who gets coffee and pumpkin bread, and paula dean's voice and laugh.
i checked out a good looking drum set at goodwill but it was falling apart in my hands and it didnt sound too great.
i feel like i should major in art history because i like it a lot but i like making art too, neither have successful career futures, just my luck.
current music: VCR- All That
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| Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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1:48 pm - they followed her footprints to the pacific ocean
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| Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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7:37 pm - i found all these pictures
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clarice & marcel & me
 
i like my job for once which is weird, school starts soon. technically, i'm a trained barista, i think, which is pretty cool. also i think a nice looking thirty year old man that comes in and gets a small coffee and peice of pumpkin bread likes me. i wish i didnt laugh so much, i noticed latey i've been giggling at everything and it's probably really annoying. i just think everything is ridiculous. and then people think i'm high. i wish i didnt have to spend my money on anything, and i wish i could tell people how i feel about them without being awkward. belly boat's song "I want to solve the riddle of an outdoors made stark naked on a day of late november" makes my heart melt. haha, it's so sweet, i wished they werent so mean to us when we played with them. i'm really surprised to still be really connected with liam and ian back in new jersey out of all the guys i know. those are the pure heart boys, i miss them i can't wait to see them again. me and ian talk about him driving me around for once and about how i'm going to be twenty and all the crazy shit we've done. why is everyone so nice here? it freaks me out so much that i, unintentionally, freak them out because i dont get it. it's so great. i still feel lonely here sometimes even though i have really amazing friends here. i miss stina's house being two houses away and getting phone calls from her at 2am to watch television and smoke and talk. and sleepovers at celeste's with nicole and chili's bottomless chips sunday morning breakfasts we had. and how i use to sew at her house and we ate all the time and how celeste knew all about perfumes. i need to grow up, i guess? and figure out what i'm suppose to do/ to be doing.
hahah okayyy!!!! sorry!
current music: belly boat
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| Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
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